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Listening to Gisèle Pelicot: Shame, Survival, and Solidarity
The book launch for Gisèle Pelicot: A Hymn to Life – Shame Has to Change Sides was held at Trinity St. Paul’s Church on Bloor Street in Toronto, a space that felt both reverent and deeply human. The event was sold out, with many women and a smattering of men filling the pews, all gathered for the same reason: to listen to a survivor insist that shame has to change sides.
The evening began with readings from three women, including the acclaimed Canadian author Ann‑Marie Macdonald, whose words carried both tenderness and strength. Her presence added a quiet gravitas, as if to say, “This story matters, and it deserves to be heard.” The interview that followed, conducted by Anna‑Marie Tremonti, former host of CBC’s The Current, flowed with the same thoughtful, unhurried tone. There was room for pain, there was room for anger, and there was also room for the ordinary, everyday courage of someone who keeps choosing to speak and to live.
Another Story Bookshop (https://anotherstory.ca/home ), the feminist and activist community bookshop, organized this event and helped shape the evening into something more than a book launch. Bringing Gisèle’s story into this space felt like a deliberate act of cultural witness. It was a reminder that her book is not only a personal testimony but also a turning point in how we, as a community and as a society, think about shame, responsibility, and the courage it takes to speak.
When Shame Changes Sides
What moved me most that evening was not only the horror of what Gisèle survived, but the strength and clarity with which she now speaks about what she went through. Gisèle has spoken publicly about the profound betrayal at the heart of her story: her husband secretly drugged and filmed her while she was unconscious and then invited other men to come into their home and sexually assault her. Fifty‑one men were charged in connection with the assaults, and all were convicted. One perpetrator appealed the court decision. The Judge denied the appeal and added an additional year to his sentence.
At one point in Gisèle’s journey, an attorney had said to her that “shame needed to change sides”. It was a simple sentence, but not a simple process. This sentence stuck with Gisèle. It took her four years of healing, reflection, and inner work before she reached a place where those words felt true in her body and in her life.
Over time, Gisèle came to the decision that she wanted the trial to be public, and she wanted to be named. She chose not to remain anonymous, not because anonymity is wrong for survivors, but because she realized that she carried no shame for what was done to her. The shame belonged to the perpetrator and to the systems that failed to protect her. Claiming her name, in that context, became an act of reclamation: of her story, her dignity, and her place in the world.
Another image that stayed with me was Gisèle’s description of the women who gathered around the courthouse. They were there in the mornings before the trial, again in the overflow rooms when the main courtroom was full, and at the end of the day outside the courthouse, clapping, encouraging, and bearing witness. Gisèle spoke about the support and healing energy she felt from these women; the way their presence wrapped around her like a protective layer when she had to walk back into the details of what had been done to her.
Sharing strength among women and survivors was not a side note in her story, it was central to how she got through this ordeal. The solidarity of those women did not erase the trauma, but it shifted something vital: she was no longer standing alone in front of the court, or in front of her past. She was part of a larger community of people who believed her, stood beside her, and helped her carry the weight of telling the truth.
Early in my career, I worked as a therapist at a sexual assault centre, providing therapy and support to survivors. I co‑facilitated support groups for women who had experienced sexual assault. One exercise that stayed with me was when the women were invited to draw their hands on a large piece of cardstock, slightly touching. As they shared pieces of their stories, it became clear that while each person’s experience was different in detail, the feelings – shame, disbelief, fear, grief, and, eventually, a fragile sense of solidarity – showed up again and again. Their hands, drawn side by side, became a quiet, visible image of what Gisèle’s spoke about: the quiet but powerful connection that can form when women and survivors realize they are not alone, and when shame begins to be shifted away from those who were harmed.
That experience, early in my career as a therapist, grounded for me something that Gisèle’s story now echoes on a much larger scale: healing is not something that happens in isolation. It is shaped by who bears witness, who believes, and who refuses to let the survivor carry the shame by themselves.
Thriving After Survival
The other clear thread that ran through Gisèle’s words was not just about healing, but about choosing to thrive. She spoke about the years that still lie ahead, about making the most of them, and about the possibility of joy and connection after trauma. She mentioned being with a new partner, and the fact that she is able to trust and love again felt quietly radical in the context of everything she has endured.
For survivors, there is something deeply hopeful about seeing someone who has been through such a profound betrayal not only survive, but choose to live fully – socially, emotionally, and relationally. Her decision to rebuild her life, to find love, and to keep speaking her truth offers a quiet but powerful message: healing does not mean going back to who you were before; it can mean discovering who you want to become and choosing to walk toward that life with intention and courage. For many of the people I work with, seeing Gisèle thrive is not proof that recovery is easy, but proof that it is possible.
Anu Chahauver, MSW, RSW, Psychotherapist
Director of Your Therapy, specializing in individuals, couples, and families. Anu has expertise in somatization, medical and mental health, trauma and integrates evidence-informed approaches including Narrative, CBT, Attachment, Internal Family Systems/Somatic, and Emotionally Focused Therapy.
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